With you the world is magical
With you the world shines true
But now that you're gone...the world is dark.
I'm unhappy, mad, sad... and some kind of blue.
The world is beautiful when you're around
I say "is" not "was", purposefully
Even though I know that you've gone away
"Was" is not a word to describe you and me
The times that we've had, the love that we've shared
And now all there is to be found...
Only words spoken, my heart that is broken
though in stillness I can feel it's rhythmic sound
Of course some things I could have done differently.
Thinking about it all, I've had nights without sleep
I wish I could quiet the torrent of tears
But this pain... it is running so deep
Leaving and leaving and leaving again
I thought we would do things together.
But I'm just here, just me, all alone
Tossed on the wind like a feather
The sadness of my soul without you by my side
My song, my spirit, and my inspiration
All gone... while hopelessness remains
a drifting cloud without motivation.
This melody keeps playing over and over
The song of your voice in my mind
The sound is something I'm still forward-looking to
But I know I must put it behind.
I don't want to wallow in this sorrowful place
I want to live with peace and light
But the world without you... incomprehensible
I want to run... I want to fight.
But there's nothing to defend
and nowhere to go.
I am just left
and you are not here
and I am left grasping
at the edge of something
a support has fallen from underneath my soul...
So now as I sit here... my prayer is this
That my broken heart will not break part by part
But that it will break open to share with the world
How it is possible to find a new start
I don't know my path out of this darkness
But I know I will figure it out