Chronicle at strive4impact.com tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5 2010-01-31T22:48:15Z Movable Type 3.36 Experience In the Rain tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.999 2010-01-31T22:43:01Z 2010-01-31T22:48:15Z July 18, 1995 Jonathan is 15 Last night I was outside and it began to rain, so I came inside. However, I'd forgotten something outside, so as I went outside, the pouring rain stopped immediately, as if just for me. As I opened the door to come back inside, the... July 18, 1995 Jonathan is 15 Last night I was outside and it began to rain, so I came inside. However, I'd forgotten something outside, so as I went outside, the pouring rain stopped immediately, as if just for me. As I opened the door to come back inside, the pouring rain began again. It was as though the rainstorm had stopped for me. "Very cool," I said to myself. Perceptions Of Reality tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.998 2010-01-30T22:41:34Z 2010-01-30T22:57:23Z Summer 1995 Jonathan is 15 Perceptions of Reality The way I view the world The way other people perceive me The way we each see the world individually... Summer 1995 Jonathan is 15 Perceptions of Reality The way I view the world The way other people perceive me The way we each see the world individually Perception is based on our senses What we hear What we smell What we taste What we touch and mostly What we see What our senses show is the way the world is perceived by us as individuals this perception is what we know life to be Our lives are our reality Therefore what we perceive becomes our reality Perception is reality Others perceive me the same way The way I sound, the way I look, and the way I act. It is important, then, for me to know how I want to be perceived and to speak, appear, and act accordingly. The way they perceive me will be based upon these things, and that perception will become their reality of me. Perception is Reality We each have our own realities which are based on our perceptions Life is about learning to see and understand other people's perceptions So that the reality we all live in is not completely different from our own. The way people look at me The way people hear my voice And the way I feel to others when they shake my hand Is their perception of me And that perception becomes part of their reality. The rest of their reality is how they perceive what the world has to offer them. Perception IS reality. Letter To God: 26, June 1995 tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.997 2010-01-29T22:40:00Z 2010-01-29T22:47:44Z 06/26/1995 Jonathan is 15 Dear God, As I'm sitting here tonight, I realize that I do believe in you much as I always have, but I'm trying to figure out how you fit into my life. I know you're in all around me, but maybe I'm unsure of how much... 06/26/1995 Jonathan is 15 Dear God, As I'm sitting here tonight, I realize that I do believe in you much as I always have, but I'm trying to figure out how you fit into my life. I know you're in all around me, but maybe I'm unsure of how much control I want you to have in my life and so I suppress you. Help me not to do this. I see so much in Melissa, but I don't want to mess up our friendship, and perhaps I'm scared of a relationship. Not just with her, but many of the girls who have approached me recently. God, I am unaware of how Kristina's doing, although I do have a pretty good idea and I'll find out tomorrow when I talk to her. Patrick's first mass and ordination were a good renewal for me, and I'm sure were life-changing experiences for him. Thank-you for introducing me to him. God, help all the above with their futures. Help me decide what to do about Melissa, and help me let you in my life. Also help those around the world who need your guidance, protection, and consolation. Thank-you! Peace Always, Jonathan In Mexico on Love tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.996 2010-01-28T22:39:10Z 2010-01-28T23:12:17Z June 14, 1995 In Mexico on Love Jonathan is 15 In my life, whenever I go somewhere that I don't know many people, I am always on the lookout for love; subconsciously afraid that if I am not watching and looking, I may miss or mess up the chance... not... June 14, 1995 In Mexico on Love Jonathan is 15 In my life, whenever I go somewhere that I don't know many people, I am always on the lookout for love; subconsciously afraid that if I am not watching and looking, I may miss or mess up the chance... not by much, but I'll just barely miss it. When women have approached me with love, I become aware of necessity of attachment, of the potential for broken hearts, of the longing for someone who's not there; and these things which I have seen scare me. They scare me so much in fact that I have walked away from many opportunities which I have seen at love. I look at others and see their happiness in/for/with each other, and although I know that I could have that kind of joy in someone else, I wonder if someone else could be that happy with me. And so I sit back, wish, and look out for love, but I remain lonely. I am always on the lookout for love. However, when the opportunities arrive for me to give my love and receive love in return, I have become afraid. Significance Found In Mexico tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.995 2010-01-27T22:38:13Z 2010-01-27T23:08:24Z June 14, 1995 In Mexico Jonathan is 15 It seems that on every trip I've taken, I have seen something so significant that it has made me feel insignificant.... June 14, 1995 In Mexico Jonathan is 15 It seems that on every trip I've taken, I have seen something so significant that it has made me feel insignificant. However, it is strange that in this feeling of insignificance I have found such inspiration and strength in and for my life. In fact, feeling belittled has actually led me to a deeper realization of how significant I actually can be. Thoughts On Plants And Purpose tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.994 2010-01-26T22:36:48Z 2010-01-26T22:54:41Z May 26, 1995 11:40 PM Jonathan is 15 When people walk into my room, they may notice many plants around. People often find this interesting and some find it strange. But I usually don't notice plants that way.... May 26, 1995 11:40 PM Jonathan is 15 When people walk into my room, they may notice many plants around. People often find this interesting and some find it strange. But I usually don't notice plants that way. Someone may ask me "Why are you so interested in plants?" and my reply would be "Why do I live?" To me, helping plants to grow is not any different than eating, or sleeping. It's something that I do. I see such beauty and resilience in the plants, traits that I think we all could learn a lot from. What is the purpose we are on this earth? - That is life's ultimate question. A question which individuals usually find the answer to within and for themselves. However, the reason we are enabled to live on this planet is plants. They provide us with food and the air we breathe as well as the life that is always around us. Since they do so much for us, we should give something back, and so I help them to grow. Interesting... maybe, strange...no. It's just part of my life. Talking About My Generation - Stuck tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.993 2010-01-25T22:35:56Z 2010-01-25T22:36:36Z May 1995 Jonathan is 15 Perhaps Dr. Jack Kevorkian does have the right to assist people in suicide. Perhaps he should be allowed to help them end their lives. Perhaps. But if Dr. Kevorkian has the right to assist suicide, then perhaps suicide should be a legalized act. In fact,... May 1995 Jonathan is 15 Perhaps Dr. Jack Kevorkian does have the right to assist people in suicide. Perhaps he should be allowed to help them end their lives. Perhaps. But if Dr. Kevorkian has the right to assist suicide, then perhaps suicide should be a legalized act. In fact, if there are going to be no laws against suicide, then perhaps there's nothing wrong with committing suicide. Perhaps. But if there's no reason to say that suicide's wrong, perhaps then we should all end our lives at a time and place we choose. Perhaps. Perhaps society needs to take a good long look at itself. The upcoming generation sees and hears certain messages. Respect yourself and others. Violence is not the answer. Suicide is selfish, it harms many people besides you. Don't do drugs - Just say no! The upcoming generation also sees and hears other messages. Divorce is okay. Legalize marijuana. Private owners of guns should be allowed to carry their own weapons concealed for protection. Perhaps you can see that there is a lot of difference between these two sides. In fact, they are almost opposites. And society sees the result. Generation X. The generation that doesn't stand for anything. The reason... we don't know what to stand for. Many Xers have made it into the real world and have formed their own opinions about the world. However, Xers and the generation coming behind us are still being bombarded with these complete opposites and that has left many of us with only one place to stand; in the middle. In this world there is a Peace tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.992 2010-01-24T22:34:56Z 2010-01-25T00:05:25Z April 1995 Jonathan is 15 An eagle shot A friend in trouble And I can't find my love Good hearted people Volunteered time In this world there is a Peace-Dove... April 1995 Jonathan is 15 An eagle shot A friend in trouble And I can't find my love Good hearted people Volunteered time In this world there is a Peace-Dove The Hypocrisy Of It All tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.991 2010-01-23T22:34:07Z 2010-01-23T23:01:08Z April 1995 Jonathan is 15 The Hypocrisy Of It All -People hate the world we live in, but only complain and do nothing more -People want peace but argue and fight with each other over small issues -People want others to create their hope for the future for them... April 1995 Jonathan is 15 The Hypocrisy Of It All -People hate the world we live in, but only complain and do nothing more -People want peace but argue and fight with each other over small issues -People want others to create their hope for the future for them The Answer tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.990 2010-01-22T22:33:25Z 2010-01-22T23:21:02Z April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Vindication: "Is it really your right?" Justification: "I couldn't see, there was no light." Jurisdiction "I hold power over your fate." The answer, PEACE: "They find out too late."... April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Vindication: "Is it really your right?" Justification: "I couldn't see, there was no light." Jurisdiction "I hold power over your fate." The answer, PEACE: "They find out too late." Same World tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.989 2010-01-21T22:32:29Z 2010-01-21T22:33:12Z April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Different people. Different lives. Same world.... April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Different people. Different lives. Same world. To My Friend Melissa tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.988 2010-01-20T22:31:31Z 2010-01-21T22:32:14Z April 1995 Jonathan is 15 To My Friend Melissa When Looking At A Seed, Only A Small Amount Of The Potential Beauty Is Seen. But On The Inside Of That Seed Is Something Very Beautiful.... April 1995 Jonathan is 15 To My Friend Melissa When Looking At A Seed, Only A Small Amount Of The Potential Beauty Is Seen. But On The Inside Of That Seed Is Something Very Beautiful. And This Is What I See In My Friend Melissa. On The Outside, She Is Wonderful And Amazing, But What I See Is What's Inside. And With Time, That Inner Beauty Will Help The Wonderful Things About Her Become Even More Special And Beautiful. Don't Forget tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.987 2010-01-19T22:30:41Z 2010-01-21T22:31:18Z April 22, 1995 Jonathan is 15 Don't forget Jesus, who appeared in light and was revealed this is said to those who see him, but still don't feel Him inside their hearts 4/22/95 I saw Jesus appear on the wall at Ave Maria (Catholic Church). I feel Jesus in my... April 22, 1995 Jonathan is 15 Don't forget Jesus, who appeared in light and was revealed this is said to those who see him, but still don't feel Him inside their hearts 4/22/95 I saw Jesus appear on the wall at Ave Maria (Catholic Church). I feel Jesus in my heart, and will try to remember to see him in others. Thought On Wisdom tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.986 2010-01-18T22:30:01Z 2010-01-21T22:30:22Z April 22, 1995 Jonathan is 15 I've learned that as much wisdom can be gained from the very young as can be gained from the old.... April 22, 1995 Jonathan is 15 I've learned that as much wisdom can be gained from the very young as can be gained from the old. Everyday I Make a Choice tag:www.strive4impact.com,2010:/chronicle//5.985 2010-01-17T22:28:56Z 2010-01-21T22:29:48Z Mid-April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Everyday I make a choice whether or not to use my voice The choice I make might show others me But will they know me by what they see? If I choose to hide me inside, Maybe for fear, but not lack of pride Then... Mid-April 1995 Jonathan is 15 Everyday I make a choice whether or not to use my voice The choice I make might show others me But will they know me by what they see? If I choose to hide me inside, Maybe for fear, but not lack of pride Then I lose out because what they see is not really the person who is me. And when I lose out so do they because, perhaps, I could have helped them pray. So every day I make a choice that it's best to use my voice.